NOOB

here's a thing, i got blog and dah lama ada tapi hanya digunakan untuk ada akun je and boleyh follow blog2 laen ( x bestnye hidup), dan masalahnya ada blog yang sekadar atas nama akaun sahaja dan tak tahu nak tulis apa-apa pun..damn!...takan setiap kali nak kena jadi noob balik...delete blog, buat yang baru..delete blog, buat yang baru and still repeat...huh! for godsake, aku kena belajar menulis okay..

Tears = Pain Killer

“Don’t you cry!"
"You stop that crying right now.”
"If you cry you’re considered weak."

Don't you know that crying is a natural stress reliever??

one night i cried thoroughly then this guy act like 'buat bodoh je' ....and mestilah i marah kan-who's on the earth yang tak kan marah? (dalam hati mengamuk2 suruh dia pujuk tapi sangkaan jatuh meleset-leset!) then after that, he explained to me why he acted "bodohly'..hahhaah...he said when we are sad our body tend to release body endorphin which also can be known as pain killer. so when we cry, the tears will release the endorphin, phospate and magnesium. the endorphin itself is the natural chemicals in real tears (not crocodile tears) help flush out emotional tension.

in other words, HE 'buat bodoh' not because he doesnt care but he just want me to let it go first so that i could feel more release than it should be...huhu after he explained i felt like...auwww soooo sweet!...hahah

p/s: my advice is go rent a tear-jerker and let it all out!! now!

NUR HIDAYAH MOHD SUHAIMI

A story about a girl named NURHIDAYAHMOHDSUHAIMI and also had been called ida, dell and dayah. she's a self-conscious type of girl but sometimes can be too confident about a thing. she is 24/7 in heels baby..wohooo.! when she's alone, she will think about the future and life especially love with deeper prospective. she cares more than you know and worries about other people before she does for herself especially for someone that she truly love.
she's more a listener than a talker but could be a talker to only certain people like her besties kecik, ilya, teya, ami, nisa, meme, jaol, bella - they are really awesome in so many ways!.

she's afraid of the dark and sleeps with a nightlight specifically when in her single dormitory room. she's kinda attractive which is so easy to lure people..ahaks!--->(dont take it seriously) ok...that's enough..well im sorry if i mislead u to believe that im the great person..hahaha ok chiow...;)

oopsss jap..jap...dont hate me when im whining, talking shit about the things you might like, laughing, be dumb, embarrassing, pointless posts, and many things you might not approve....because hating me wont make you pretty (as Dato Fadzillah Kamsah-the great motivator, always said : we should clean up our heart as pure as a baby and always give a forgiveness to all people and we for surely will be blessed)... ;D

START FRESH

start fresh? naaahhh...its just for the title..ok actly i already deleted all the older post so that i could start fresh....post2 dulu sangat bahaya, macam2 ade...kalau ade orang follow nanti susah pulak...aishhh and that is why i x bg sape2 follow especially orang yg kenal i..lagiii lah but now anyone can follow me if you wanted to lah....no pressure.. come on! be the first to follow my dosage..and you will get a recognition BY ME...hahahaha..
so back to the point knape tetiba i nak start fresh? ---> because i nk try a new environment, i nak try to speak out, i nk try to share dengan you guys my things and i wanted to go beyond..hahahha this is very aggravating but im sooo sorry it cant be helped...hehehe
ok lets start with knowing myself first..but i xnk elobrate lahh kat sini..x best ..so jum kita pergi tengok the next post...jum! jum!